Think Big

Thanks to my fabulous matchmaker of an agent, this announcement from Publishers Marketplace:

World rights to ALL THE WORLD author Liz Garton Scanlon’s picture book THINK BIG, a lyrical celebration of imagination and creativity in many child-friendly forms, to Michelle H. Nagler at Bloomsbury Children’s by Erin Murphy.

The illustrator thing isn’t pinned down yet, but I’ll keep you posted. He or she has a big job because this little wisp of a manuscript is only fifty-four words. No. I’m not kidding. Before long I’ll be submitting individual dots instead of words.

Zeitoun

Man, I have been on one of the best reading jags ever.
Not a miss in six months.
And I keep thinking I’m going to post about them all — both the books for kids and adults — but then I get all embroiled in the next-one-I-can’t-put-down.

People.
This is a very good problem to have.

Still, I’m going to take a quick breather here and (better late than never) tell you about Dave Eggers’ Zeitoun.

This book blew me away for all kinds of reasons.

1. It totally completes Eggers’ evolution from self-referential memoirist, through creative-nonfiction-based novelist, to impassioned journalist. Don’t get me wrong. I’ve actually loved all of Eggers’ books and am not dissing Heartbreaking Work or, god forbid, What is the What at all. But there is something newly and deeply generous and outward-looking about Zeitoun.

2. It takes place in New Orleans before and after Hurricane Katrina which, as you know, was not a time or place filled with great hope. But I had.no.idea.quite.how.bad.it.was. I mean, I live close enough to New Orleans that when they have a storm, we get some of the rain, and still, I felt as if I were reading post-apocolyptic sci fi or something. The story is crazy eye-opening.

3. It is also an indictment without hysteria. It is calm and measured and graceful. Which, on the one hand, just makes you want to scream. And on the other, makes you want to bow, in admiration and gratitude.

4. Hello, Muslim faith education. Feeling kind of dumb about the gaping holes in my knowledge that this book shone light through and I have been working to rectify that ever since.

5. The covers of the McSweeney’s books are beautiful to look at and wonderful to hold.

I’d like to recommend that you read this one.
I really would…

Thanksgiving in the Backcountry

Time was when my husband (then boyfriend) and I used to backpack 17 miles in a day — uphill both ways — fueled by a few dried apple rings and some creek water with a tab of iodine thrown in for good measure. And the next day we’d get up at sunrise and do it again.

I know it doesn’t actually sound fun, but it was.

We’d go for days without seeing anyone but each other.
We’d meet rattlesnakes and red-tail hawks and foxes, up close and personal.
We’d daydream.

And when we had children and had to toss in the teeny tent for a bigger one, we grieved. Car camping just wasn’t the same, though dang if we didn’t try. We trucked our kids all over god’s green acre with cans of beans and a camp stove, all for the pleasures of smelling campfire smoke in their hair and showing them the stars that just plain don’t show up at our house. It’s been worth it, but still…

This past summer, a decade into parenting, we fitted the girls with their own small packs and made our maiden family backpacking voyage into the Tetons, in Wyoming. It went so well that we just did it again, over Thanksgiving (this time in Big Bend National Park), and lordamercy was it fine.

We hiked and climbed and stomped for three days — covering about the distance we might’ve used to in one.

We carried all our own water — needing to be certain that we had enough for the kids to drink.

And we ate a heck of a lot more than dried apple rings. There was corn chowder and oatmeal and trail mix galore. I even toted in an itsy bitsy pumpkin pie for Thursday night.

But the integral reasons for getting out there were still fully realized.
Intimate togetherness.
Wildness and staggering beauty.
Space to dream. (Um, in a chatty sort of way.)

As my husband said on our last day (a day in which we’d already played some hilarious rounds of 20 Questions, discussed which other National Parks we’d like to visit, made up mysteries, and played a newly-invented acronym game), "They do the same random free associating we do when we walk… they just do it aloud."

And now we’re home. It’s cold and rainy today — not the weather for a good walk. The girls are back in school, I have a lunch date and the laundry is the most astounding sight around here.

And yet.
We saw a black bear this weekend.
And oaks that had turned gold.
And the summit of Mt. Emory.
We saw each other and it was really, truly fine.

Giving Thanks…

Our little family is trying something new this year.
We’re taking our Thanksgiving groove on the road or, rather, the trail.
Since our girls have recently proven themselves to be utterly burly, Thursday will find us backpacking in Big Bend National Park.

One of the charming little blurbs on the Big Bend website is titled How NOT to Die in the Desert, so I think we will pack in plenty of water but we’ll skip the pumpkin pie. I assure you, I have not a thing against pumpkin pie, but I’m not sure how well it would hold up in a stuff sack.

We will celebrate Thanksgiving, though, by counting blessings and gratitudes. And I’m feeling like I’ve got so many that I’d better get started.

I’m so grateful for…

My daughters. Every funny, loving, surprising, brilliant, curious inch of both my daughters.

My husband. Ditto the above. Plus supportive. Plus patient. Plus tolerant. Plus etc.

My purring black cats. Including the one we used to call "Needy Sicko". He’s come a long way.

My wise, old white dog. Lumps and limps and all.

My mom, dad and sister, my sisters-in-law and brothers-in-law, my neice and nephews, my aunts, uncles and cousins upon cousins upon cousins.

My Goodness. Enough said.

My many, many friends. Ditto the above.

My agent. And all her hows and whys and humor and recalibration and connection.

My editors and illustrators. Geniuses, all.

SCBWI, the Brass Tacks, the Poetry Princesses, the bloggers. It takes a village.

Also, my house full of light… yoga… running and running partners… good food (esp chocolate, asparagus and strong cheese)… sleep (whenever it comes)… books I can’t put down… my daughters’ very fine school… kind neighbors… the trips on my upcoming calendar… my thesaurus… decaf coffee that tastes like regular coffee… mistakes I learn from… my bike… my muse… libraries… bookstores… thick lotion… bare feet… earrings… board games and playing cards… health… funny people… good people… people who try… pretty pottery… pretty music… cute musicians… pecans… hot baths… sunshine…

And that ain’t the start of it…
Goodness is at hand and I wish it, with love, to you and you and all of you…

Happy Thanksgiving, friends, and namaste…

Small One Does Shakespeare

Those of you who’ve been visiting my blog for awhile have heard about the amazing Shakespeare program at my daughters’ school. My Tall One has been reciting soliloquies and performing pratfalls since she was newly nine (an age at which I’m not sure I’d even heard of Shakespeare).

Swoon.

Or, as our friend William would say, "Can one desire too much of a good thing?"

Well. The good thing this year is that my Small One gets let in on the fun.
And she is positively giddy with the grandness of performing something "so old and quite famous."

Yesterday, she and one of her best buds were out in our front yard rehearsing a scene from As You Like It.
There were gestures and dramatic pauses (which may have indicated forgotten lines, but nevermind).
There were makeshift props and costumes.
And there were audience members.

Yes, a line of water balloons (all named) observed quite politely from the top of the picnic table.
Lend me your ears, indeed.

Such is the life of the Shakespearean actor at eight…

Shutting Down and Slowing Down

There was a time quite a few years back that I had to make a promise to myself to get
No.
More.
Speeding.
Tickets.

Because it was becoming a little habitual.

And the folks at the insurance company don’t like that.

So.
I slowed down.
I just plain did.
And it wasn’t actually that hard.

I just had to start thinking of myself as another kind of driver.
The, um, careful, law-abiding kind.

So this week I’m re-thinking a different kind of recklessness.
The tooling-around-online-all-the-time kind.
The facebook-google-multitasking kind.
The time-sucking-work-justified-email-obsessing kind.

(And how is it that even still, I can’t clear my inbox??? Oi. I digress…)

Seriously, though.
It’s like speeding — you trim very little time and you miss all the pretty stuff along the way.
Y’know?

I’m sort of tired of technology telling us how much we need it.
Aren’t we supposed to be in charge of this relationship????

So, I’m doing an experiment.
(I even told my kids about it so they would hold me accountable.)

I am turning off the computer at 2:30 p.m. every day this week, right before I jump on my bike to pick them up.
And I am leaving it off until around 9:00 when they’ve gone to bed.

Maybe I’ll discover that that puts me way behind and makes me crazy busy — crazy busier than I already am.
But I kinda doubt it.
We’ll see….

Poetry Friday — Best Books on my Bedside Table, II

I mentioned the other day that I’d been crying over all my good reading this fall.

I seem to have chosen an emotionally heavy stack for myself lately — sometimes we just do that — and that includes books for adults as well as young people.

Today’s Poetry Friday feature is no exception.

This spare novel-in-verse, written by the ever-thoughtful Susan Taylor Brown, tells such a big story I had to check the page numbers a few times to be sure it wasn’t longer than I thought it was.

Hugging the Rock lets us in on a whole year of Rachel’s life-without-her-mom in poems that are both conversational and crystalline. The first-person perspective combined with Rachel’s coming-of-age and family circumstances make this a lump-in-the-throat read from the first page to the last.

Here. You’ll see what I mean…

Every morning
Sara meets me at the corner
so we can walk to school together.
We’ve been best friends
forever
and I’ve never kept a secret from her
until now.
I want to tell her
except telling her
will make it more real.

(excerpted from the poem School)

I realize Mom is more than gone.
She’s lost
and doesn’t want to be found.

(excerpted from the poem Lost)

Sara says I look different
but when I check the mirror
I look just the same
to me.

(excerpted from the poem Summer Vacation)

There’s all this and then there’s Rachel’s dad, the rock of the title, who isn’t perfect but is there, in both body and heart.
He about broke mine a few times… in a good way.

Thank you, Susan, for writing such a bare and open book.
It felt good to fall into it as a way to remember the fundamental basics of what a kid needs.
What anyone needs, really…

Best Books on my Bedside Table

Oh, I have had such a fine fall of reading.
I was going to say a "happy" fall of reading, but that would be misleading because I have cracked some serious tear-jerkers, my friends.
And I love nothing better than a good book-induced cry.

So, today’s the first of four brief blurbs on the books I’ve loved and cried over recently.

Let it be on the record that I know and love Sara Lewis Holmes, but I’d have embraced Operation Yes if it’d been written by a perfect stranger. Because in Operation Yes-land, nobody’s a stranger for long. Mercy, this is an intimate and heart-felt tale.

Operation Yes is about military kids and the unique challenges and transitions they must reckon with — moving… goodbyes… fear for their parents in dangerous spots. And it’s about how they negotiate those challenges and shore each other up and become their own best selves in spite of — or because of — it all.

Which, of course, is what’s not unique to military kids. It’s what we want for all our kids. It’s what we want for ourselves. To become — in the face of challenge — bigger, wiser, stronger, more generous and more full of love, rather than diminished.

I was only the new kid in school once.
I was 13 when we moved from Colorado to Wisconsin.
It was …. hard.

I did not transcend it the way Bo and Gari do in the book.
I merely plowed through.
I  wish I’d had Ms. Loupe there to inspire me, and a backpack of little green men to hold me accountable.

Because the thing that is so awesome about Operation Yes is that the kids in the book do so much more than is absolutely required. And so does Sara Lewis Holmes. She could’ve written a smaller book — less complicated (structurally), less profound (emotionally), less true (logistically). And it still would’ve been a pretty sweet story about kids stuggling to find themselves with the help of a fine teacher and improv theater.

But why do just what’s required when we can do so much more? suggest Sara, Bo, Gari and Ms. Loupe.
And to them I say, Yes.
Yes.
Yes.

Gulp. Yipes. Sigh.

Since before it came out in September, All the World has been received very kindly by a bunch of very fine folk — from bloggers, librarians and reviewers to cereal makers, booksellers and honest-to-goodness kids.

For me, each note or nod acts as ballast to the careening nerves and crises of confidence that beleaguer my everyday work.

Because while I’m mindful that I oughtn’t attach myself too closely to external affirmation, it doesn’t hurt to be told (in not so many words) to carry on.

And that’s what happened this weekend when we got a little love from the New York Times.
THE New York Times.
Seriously you guys.

First, there’s this lovely review that includes one of my favorite spreads from the book.

And then (this totally flipped my lid) we made the top ten list of Best Illustrated Children’s Books of 2009.

Gulp.
Yipes.
Sigh.

Carry on…

Poetry Friday — Bright Books

Your bedside table probably looks a lot like mine,
careening to the left with books open and shut,
dog-eared and not-yet-cracked.

Things of beauty and possibility!

There was a time (with small daughters) when I was so tired that it took me months to get through a book.
I’d nod off after reading a page or two.
I loved my babies something fierce but dang, I was off my game.

Now I can stay awake, usually, for a chapter — sometimes chapters on end.
And then there are the ones we read aloud as a family.
And the occasional book-on-tape in the car.

Books, books, books.
My bedside table may be leaning but the world has righted itself…

Here’s a book poem for today, from Henry Vaughan. Enjoy!

“To His Books”
by Henry Vaughan (1621-1695)

Bright books! the perspectives to our weak sights,
The clear projections of discerning lights,
Burning and shining thoughts, man’s posthume day,
The track of fled souls, and their milkie way,
The dead alive and busie, the still voice
Of enlarged spirits, kind Heaven’s white decoys!
Who lives with you lives like those knowing flowers,
Which in commerce with light spend all their hours;
Which shut to clouds, and shadows nicely shun,
But with glad haste unveil to kiss the sun.
Beneath you all is dark, and a dead night,
Which whoso lives in wants both health and sight.
    By sucking you, the wise, like bees, do grow
Healing and rich, though this they do most slow,
Because most choicely; for as great a store
Have we of books as bees of herbs, or more:
And the great task to try, then know, the good,
To discern weeds, and judge of wholesome food,
Is a rare scant performance. For man dyes
Oft ere ’tis done, while the bee feeds and flyes.
But you were all choice flowers; all set and dressed
By old sage florists, who well knew the best;
And I amidst you all am turned a weed,
Not wanting knowledge, but for want of heed.
Then thank thyself, wild fool, that wouldst not be
Content to know — what was too much for thee!

The flexible, generous and poetic Elaine has jumped in to host Poetry Friday at Wild Rose Reader!
Head on over there…